REMEBERING HIS NAME

when will i?

 I was standing near my locker when my friend lavish approached me blabbering random things as if she was bitching about someone... "you know what i am damn sure i saw him there" "whom?"

"aeh!that dead guy boy" i turned around and faced her with my both the eyebrows raised up and mouth opened in the shape of "o". "what did you saw again say" i asked her totally shocked. "THE DEAD GUY"she again answered and this time it felt that she is gonna cry anytime. "where the f**k you saw him?" "i.i..was coming combing my hair near the window when i saw him. he was walking through down the streets" she said.

ok so again the dead guy has been seen and this time by my own best friend .. now she will be on tv casting her vision that how that dead guy walks looks sees and these same random questions that were asked me for the first time.yep i am the one who saw that guy in our city for the first time and thats when my mom took me to the clinic of mrs.kim

the one whom i usually meet for my unfranked fear of getting c.diff. well this c.diff is a disease that comes through your unmannered ways of keeping the lifestyle.i mean that cleaniness should be the first. ok so the c.diff is that disease that directly affects to your intestine. and to be honest i am everytime afraid of getting this disease.for protecting myself i need to cover up my recent wound on my index finger. "good morning babe?" just when i realized i was in my school corridor daydreaming.."ohh hey good morning" " in which thoughts were you lost hmm?" Aren asked me

aren is one of my friend. we have been friends for nearly 3 years and he is closed to me but he dont know some secrets that i really dont wanna share with anyone..you know some privacy? "aaaaahhhhhhhhh" i shouted on that sudden sension on my arm." yaah why did you pinched me ?" i asked aren who was laughing his ass off.

"you again got lost in your thoughts so i thought of showing the way up for coming back to the reality" he said trying to stop his laugh. "mf"i mummered underneath my breath. "i heard that darling" "seems i give a damn to that hmm?"

later that day;

"hey lets go to dinner today , what say?" asked aren."

i stared at him blankly and asked "seroulsy man we are in class 9 do you think our parents will allow us?"

"yeahh you are right." he said while scracting the back of his neck.

" well i wanna be alone for sometime now"i said

"well i can accompany you we will...." i cut him off and said"ALONE"

"ohkay take care babe"

i smiled and left for the school rooftop.

i took my notebook out and started writing something. basically i am writing a letter to my crush.well he isnt some celebrity or singer.. he is too a student like me but senior to me. well he doesnt even studies in my school nor he knows me well. we only talked for 6 min and that tho about some movie discussion. well his birthday is on 25 january.so i was writing a birthday wish for him. well i still remember his birthday that though throughly , why not he is my crush afterall. i am damn sure he wont be remembering my birthday even not my name. while i was writing the wish sweetly.

"sangheeeeeeee where are you?" wait what, what lavish is doing here? ohh noo i need to hide these things..ohh god she should not see these things huhhhh okay okay calm down

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" hey what are you doing here all alone?" lavish asked

"some work maybe!!" i said nervously

she looked at me and shrugged and said "come along someone is waiting for you!"

i nodded and started walking with her before even thinking what she was thinking as i was only thinking about my crush.

i saw my two friend standing there with aren and shashi (aren friend)along side standing discussing something.

" sanghee is here" all eyes came over to me. i can feel some tension in the air. i asked everyone " whats wrong is everything fine?" everyone looked at me and then aren ok no i am damn sure something is extremely wrong.

"w..w..well sang..sanghee i..w..aana s....say .t..tha..." i cut of those words and said be straight i already told i want to be alone and i want sometime alone be fast" "i love you..can you be my girlfriend?" everyone again looked up at me waiting for an answer.. well as soon as i heard his confession i told " i am sorry but i dont do the same" "i am already reserved for someone" i added. everyone got schocked there eyes were looking as if its gonna pop out anytime. i turned around and started walking out "please sanghee give me a chance" aren shouted at me but i didnt turned back and walked out. thats when i rembered my crush face it was fading through my memories i need to meet him aeehhhh how can i ..??????