My love, My Suffering

Levin's Confession

My barbie girl kissed me passionately as I ordered her. 'Oh God' her lips is so sweet, I loved the way her tongue played inside my mouth. I could not believe that a tongue could taste this awesome. I have kissed a lot of woman but it was never good as Asiah's.

I have waited for this moment to totally make her as my woman and nothing could stop me. Thinking that I will be out of the country for three days is a torture for me. I have to go Germany and fix the deal with their government officials. My secretary told me that they wont approve the deal of putting up a new airport if I am not present. Damn them because of their stubborn mind I have to leave my barbie girl behind. I have put a lot of effort to kidnap her from her country and my team in the Philippines has covered all the situation not to be exposed. Virginity is not an issue to him but Asiah's situation is way very different. Thinking she was not a virgin anymore was totally a mess for him. He is going insane to the point that he have destroyed all the things inside the presidential suit were he is staying that time. He even ordered Levin to kill the man and burn him alive. Last night was an explosion to him he would not forget that in his memory.  At first his plan was to only have s*x with her and make her as his s*x slave for the whole week but everything has changed when he first kiss her inside the car, he could keep her for so long.

"Master Flin, Ma’am Asiah I’m sorry to disturb both of you, the dining table is already set." Mina said and moved inside the dining area.

Asiah is sitting beside Flin after a long kiss. Flin is holding her hands and his other  hand is busy scrolling his phone. She keep still for she don’t want to offend him again. After hearing Mina she become happy she loves eating.

Her eyes is beaming at the food in the table, she immediately take her sit and called Mina to take the sit beside her and eat with them. The woman just look at her then to the side of Flin and she refused just standing waiting in the side and attending what they need. She just eat. The food is awesome its all good as she savor the exquisite texture and the taste. She noticed that Flin is only watching her very surprised.

"Are you not going to eat?"

She didn’t receive any response 'the brute as if I care starve to death' I said to my mind. "Master could you please pass the steak please." I said to him and he pass the steak.

"Thank you."  Then putting some in her plate eating again. She was using her bare hands eating.

"My barbie girl how could you eat a lot of food." He said to me. Even Mina's expression is shock. I just smiled to them and said. "Metabolism and by the way wasting a food is not good its a gift from God so we need to treasure every food that is served in front of us. Aunt Mina thank you for the delicious food and for serving us today." She stands up and walks back to the room. She a little heartbroken, don’t he know that a lot of people in the world are starving. In her country many are happy to have at least one or two meals in a day. He curled embracing her self and start to sleep, she needs to rest. 

Downstairs Flin gathered all his men instructing them every single details how to guard Asiah and never let her scape. Two men will be guarding every door,  outside the room  and every entrance or exit, three men  below the veranda and six men will on patrol outside. "If she scape I will kill you all". He said and walks out Levin following him.

As they reach the convoy he slammed the door and very much irritated. He don’t like the idea of leaving Asiah behind its making him angry.

"Damn, master you are so ruthless. You are over reacting on guarding Asiah perhaps she’s just a nineteen year old" Levin speaking.

"She is capable of running away Levin. She’s an actress, last time she acted like she is in seizure of epilepsy  and she used the toothpaste as a bubble coming out from her mouth to make it believable,  I almost called a doctor that time and forgot that she’s a very good actress."

"What are you f*****g serious?". Levin is laughing out loud hearing her bestfriend story.

"She even dare to call me Flintstone from that cheap stone age cartoon."

Hearing his statement Levin cant stop laughing while holding his stomach.

"Yeah, you loved her don’t you Levin?"

"Master... i do really love her a lot but she is already yours and you know whatever happens ill be always in your side. I know you’ve been waiting for this moment with her" Levin is looking outside the window.

"Levin how many times do I need to tell  you to stop calling me master your my bestfriend my very close buddy."

"Master sorry but I respect you a lot."

As Levin’s voice became gloomy. " You forced  her?"

"She’s virgin." Flin exclaimed.

Levin glance at Flin and he don’t like the expression  written in his face. He can tell that his master is still holding so much lust for Asiah and he don’t like that one, he  knows his master a lot, he could actually do worst thing to have all the things he wanted. 

"Master now that you've got what you have wanted, could you please let her go."

"You loved her very much to the point that you are speaking  to me for her freedom. What if i tell you that i have claimed her many times would you still love her."

"I will." Levin talked seriously.

"I’m sorry to tell you but I’m not planning to let her go ill make her as my woman." Flin said.

"Master what about your father and your brother?"

"If that’s what father wants ill do it, but ill never let go of Asiah."

Hearing this, Levin is so scared for Asiah. She’s been following Asiah's entire life as ordered by Flin. Day by day he is receiving news and update from his team in the Philippines. The girl is very beautiful inside, she did many good things despite that she is still starting as a small freelance model before. In her first commercial payout she ordered a bunch of food from Jollibee the number one fast-food chain in the Philippines and distribute it to the street children. She even started to support those who cant afford college and she had four scholars under her name. When she started to earn at least enough money she even donated some of her earnings to a charity for home of the aged. She have seen the struggles and hardship of this girl when she was starting as model. And everyday her feelings for  Asiah is becoming stronger. Every time he wanted to help her to send her money or contact his connection but he did not for he wanted to make Asiah more stronger and capable in her own knees for he knows someday a big disaster would come and hit her life. He sighed for the fate of her girl he knows that someday Flin would really claim her that’s why she killed his feeling for her, but he cant help it. Shes now Flin's property and he respect Flin very much.  She could not help her anymore.  He is regretting not helping her before, now he don’t have any right to help her at all. Flin is hurting her abusing her he could see the  marks in Asiah body, disaster is  now hitting her and he just hope that she can survive it all.

She woke up from the from the beautiful rays of the sun passing to the glass panels illuminating her sun kissed skin. After realizing that she is totally naked she become tensed. Last night she was wearing a dress before going to sleep. Did the demon again take the opportunity to molest her. After carefully checking her body she knows that nothing had happen to her last night. She stands up and went to the bathroom to freshen up her body. After taking a relaxing bath she went to the closet. And look for a nice comfortable clothes to wear. After checking all the clothes still she cant help thinking why does he collected all this clothes. And she come to an idea that maybe Flin is stalking her for so long but why.

His damn rich and she knows that one, he could not take me here easily if his not capable of everything. I know he have his own plane that’s why maybe they did not pass the immigration for inspection and checking while carrying her unconscious body.  So he can actually manipulate everything. Then she keeps on thinking the name Flin Cloud. Where did she heard his name she must have encountered the name before, then she realized one of the occasion she attended before in Manila.

Two years ago...

She was wearing a blue lace sequenced gown matching her skin. The gown was so revealing that it flaunts her gorgeous back. It was sponsored by the one of the top designer in her country. She was planning  not to attend the party but she was forced by her bestfriend for exposure to help her career. She don’t like how the elite look at her or how they boast their richness to each other. She felt like she don’t belong in their world. So after some talking she stepped out. While waiting for her best friend to fetch her, she settled in the lobby's sofa. While scanning through the magazines  one caught her attention she was the front cover. She don’t know what brings her to scan the pages. Usually she is not happy of scanning and looking through the pages of a magazine if she's the front cover  because she knows that some and most of the information about her is  fabricated just to catch the attention of the mass, and that’s how the media works. So she went directly to the business section in their she read about a multi-billionaire  US company by Flin Cloud planning to open a huge Hotel and Casino  in her country but before she start to read all the information Rosha was already in her side.

Asiah inhaled to relax herself after recalling  some of her memory. She cant find a nice and comfortable clothes to wear  she walked near Flin's clothes and grabbed one of his shirt and wear it. She walks toward the bedroom and she noticed one of the servant she don’t know if its She or Her.

"Can I guess your name" I ask and she nodded.

"You are Her" I guessed happily while smiling at her.

"I’m sorry Maam Asiah but I am She"

"Oh sorry I guessed the wrong name." I told her. "But anyway I'm so happy that I can identify who is She and who is Her now and please stop calling me ma'am just call me by name." I said holding her hand.

"I am sorry but its an order from Master Flin."

"That brute. Anyway can you just call me Asiah if his not around please". I ask her and she agreed.

"Do you know what Asiah its the first time master cared for woman in his entire life."

"What do you mean?" I ask interestingly.

"Last night he ask for a cream for your bruises.  Mina and I volunteered to apply the medicine in your body while you are sleeping but he shouted at us and he told us to go out that he would do it." She continuously speak.

She blushed hearing what She is telling her.

"Its the first time that she locked a woman in this room. He had bring a lot of models, actress and who ever he wants but he never use this room he always uses the other rooms. And he never put a lot of guard in every door its the very first time, so I must say your very lucky that he liked you a lot."

She’s very vulgar and she loved that. She would learn a lot of things from her.

"She do you know that he forced me against my will. I don’t want to be here I don’t like the smell of this room and I don’t like being locked in this four corners and I’m not happy with him. He put all this bruises in my whole body. I am not asking you to help me out of here because I know you cant help me either. But its good to know that i have someone to talk to. From hearing what you have said a while ago I guess ill be locked up here until he returns so please came here often."

"We all knew your situation and you are  correct Asiah we cant actually help you, sorry to tell you that. I will tell Her and Aunt Mina to came here often so you’ll have someone to talk to. And please don’t anger master so that he would not bit you again. You have to take care of your body. So please eat now."

She's really vocal of everything. I started eating after finishing, I ask her. "Can I ask you something".

" Sure Asiah what is it." She said while fixing the tray.

"During your off could you please buy me a magazine."

"Sure.  What magazine? Actually its my day off tomorrow"

"Harpers Bazaar Singapore Edition dated 2018, i am the front cover could you please find one for me."

"Sure Asiah"

"Thank you, you are so very kind to me."

"Welcome, I’m sorry but I need to go now we only have 30 minutes to assist your needs, the guards might drag me out if I exceeded the time limit. If you need anything just press the red button from this device and will be coming to check you. So if you’ll excuse me." She said and moved out. And I said good bye to her.

Thinking of what She told me a while ago. I need to be very careful in planning for my escape. So they all knew that I would be here anytime soon. He must be really stalking me for so long but the thing obsession on me is like a different story. If he’s obsessed with me then he could have me and he could r**e me long time ago when my career is still starting. So there’s something more and she will find away to find it out. She tried to open the door, its really locked. She walked toward the door near the closet and tried to open but its also locked. She sighed and walk out going to the veranda. The view is gorgeous will trimmed wide lawn surrounded by very nice bushes and trees. She looked down and noticed three guards are standing below. She return back in the bed, at least she could rest her bruised body. She noticed the drawer in the bedside table maybe she could find something in there. She pulled the last drawer but nothing special inside, she tried the top drawer and noticed a note and a cream.

Apply the cream. Prepare yourself after 3 days.

Asiah knows that he don’t care for her. He just wanted a flawless skin before he comes back and she must prepare her self for that day. She picked up the cream and apply it carefully.