I sit down here for some minutes not knowing what to do. I called her but she did not pick my calls. I stand up and walk out of her apartment closing the door behind me and leave. I went straight to my hotel room and pack my things to leave for New York the next day I will give her the space she needs but I will come back for her, I will fight for her till she forgives me. I can't give up, she is mine. I keep thinking about her all day, I order for drinks to get drunk, after drinking I slept off and wake up the next day. I wake up feeling some headaches and rub my eyes with the back of my hand, and then all that happened yesterday come back to my brain. I don't know what to do, should I go back to her or leave her alone. I stay in my room all day responding to some emails pertaining t

