In the corridor of the hospital, the light came in through the high windows on the wall. The smell of disinfectant filled the air. It was the smell I hated. I sat on the bench at the door of the emergency room. My eyes gradually were filled with tears. I did not want them to find that I was crying. Thus I silently lowered my head and didn't say anythong. I did not know how long it passed. Then my hands were stuffed into a bottle of milk, which was still warm. I felt less cold. "I don't know when the operation will end. Take some milk first." I was startled. I raised my head and the tears on my face were exposed in front of him. Q seemed startled by what he saw. As I rarely showed my vulnerability to him. "Is he going to die?" "Tima, you..." Q murmured and whispered my name. "Will

