Chapter 12 TatjanaThe feeling of betrayal burns deeply inside me exactly like burning UV rays. I feel like I'm suffocating, I'm not even able to breath, and my heart beats in a slow motion, as if it's finally dead. If only that were the case, I would suffer less from believing him when he was just playing me. He only wanted answers and I gave them to him effortlessly. I'm a lousy and naive vampire; I get fooled easily. Anton's right: Not only do I have childish behaviors, but I am a child indeed. And it is high time to grow up. It's a long past time. At two hundred years of age, it becomes a matter of survival so as to avoid being swallowed up by darkness and bitterness.
— Good evening, princess.
I didn't think I'd feel so much joy seeing Anton again. All he has to do is turn me against
