Its been two months since i been at college and I wouldn't admit this out loud but I'm enjoying college, i have kept my head down and earphone in, avoiding everyone. I guess its that time of year which is making me in a sour mood, December. The month everyone celebrate coming together and enjoying being around there love ones but its my first Christmas without my parents and i ignored everyone like the plague. Uncle and my cousins have been giving me the time to come to terms with my lost even though its been six months since there death and i refuse to talk to anyone but office lively. How do I celebrate or actually smile at a time like this. I knew it was never going to be easy for me, probably why i kept to myself lately. f**k Christmas. Everyone year this town has a Christmas ball whic
