I feel empty as i sit in my office at the race track waiting for it to be empty, i just want to get into my car and do couple of laps to forget the video i seen but i cant with it being booked for another hour, i have done nothing since giving in my transfer forms and turning my phone off, i don't want to receive messages from jace asking where i am or seeing the video, its already hurt me more then i thought it would and this is why I shut everyone out, all that happens is that i get hurt from my love ones like my parents and zack lively, they both left me without so much of a goodbye. I cant handle another broken heart and jace's knew that so what he do, break my heart even more leaving me to pick up the piece once again but this time i don't know if I can anymore, my heart has been brok
