The hairs on my arms were standing up, the goosebumps were the size of a handball, I should've brought a jacket how stupid am I?
Wait don't answer that...
Anyways, after Stefan asking me that one question I hated to hear, I got caught off guard, so I told him to let me think about it. Yes I know if i loved them so much it wouldn't be hard for me to answer that question, but it is trust me. I wanted to take a walk out to the lake again, let's just hope Niklaus won't be there this time to ruin my peace and quiet.
The wind tickled at my neck, I sat by the bank just looking up at the stars and at the water, how did my life become like this? I left my brothers for over 150 years, I Watched Katherina Petrova manipulate them both, I watched them die and then I watched as Stefan tore out our father's throat, actually no that was one of my favourite Ripper moments. I watched Stefan turn into a monster every now and then, I watched as Lexi would fix him EVERY time, if I had just stayed none of it would have happened, and that's the truth in my eyes.
I was enjoying this time to myself, just me thinking about everything, Nothing could be heard from here except the water hitting the bank, that was until,
"Well look who it is" I jumped onto my feet, turning around, nearly giving myself whiplash. "Miss me love?"
"KOL!" I screeched, running and jumping into his arms, He laughed.
"Calm down, it's only been like a century" He put me down onto my feet, but still held me by my waist.
"I missed you so much, but how are you... ya know here?" I asked.
"Well Niklaus and Elijah had a change in mind I guess" I laughed,
"That's quite unusual" We both chuckled, before he pulled me into his chest, "I missed seeing your goofy face" He whispered into my ear. We stayed like this for about 2 minutes, until I broke the silence.
"Why are you really here Kol?" I asked, Snapping back into reality.
"Well, Once I came back to the living...ish... Elijah and Rebekah filled me in on everything that happened and when I say everything ,I mean everything" He looked down at my stomach and immediately I knew what he was talking about and I stepped back. "Then they told me about Niklaus and you, they brought me back here to help you understand Niklaus' side and they knew you would only talk to me" I sighed
"But of course, I'm not going to tell you a lie" I always did Favourite Kol, he was so truthful to me and well, he was an older brother to me. When I first woke up at the Mikaelson's house in Mystic Falls, he convinced everyone to take the handcuffs off of me, of coursed they denied it, but he did it anyways because he's Kol frickin' Mikaelson ammi right ladies?
I sat back down at the bank, feeling his presence behind me, "It's bad, isn't it?" He asked me.
"There's a lot of things wrong right now Kol, please specify"
"What he did, Niklaus, Elijah and Rebekah refused to tell me what he did to you and the... Baby"
"Yes" I replied, "It's bad"
He came and sat beside me, he was going to figure it out some day, might as well be sooner I guess, "It started with him daggering Rebekah, then Elijah, I knew something was shady when they suddenly disappeared, so I went around the house looking for the coffins that you all would be resting in. I planned on releasing Rebekah, Elijah and even you... but I only managed to get Elijah out, when Klaus came booming down the stairs in utter anger" I paused taking my breathe, "He knocked the door down and ran inside, his eyes were dark, they had no emotion but anger, I was genuinely scared, he screamed, yelled at me, then he hit me, he hit me and continued to hit me until I was on the floor and all bruised" I took in a sharp breathe.
Kol sat next to me completely flabbergasted, "N-N-No, My brother is a monster but he would never do this"
"That's the thing, your mother..." I said and I could immediately feel Kol tense up behind me, "You mother had gotten into his head, she told him that I killed his child so that the Mikaelson blood line wouldn't continue, she told him to kill me, but fourtunately he snapped out of her hypnotic trance, before he could do anything"
"So it wasn't Niklaus, technically..." He asked.
"Yeah I guess." Knowing where he was going with this.
"Then why are you so mad at him?" Bingo
"Because I need time to heal Kol" I sighed, "But I can't when he continues to lead me to him"
Kol stands up and grabs my hand to pull me up with him.
"Come back with me, we can fix this, all of this together" He begged me.
"Did Elijah and Rebekah forget to mention, that I live with my brothers now?" He put his hand on his heart and pretended to be shot.
"Wow, that hurt, I always thought Elijah, me and possibly even Finn were your brothers" I giggled.
"You know what I meant" I laughed hitting his shoulder.
"Please, Lex" He asked again. I thought about it.
"I'll come for tonight and then we'll see what will happen, but don't expect me to talk to Him, I need time" He nodded eagerly, "Just let me text my brothers"
I pulled out my phone and sent a text Damon:
Hey, gone out to a friend's house for the night, be home tomorrow
Love you xxx - Lex
Then I send one to Stefan:
Hey Stef, I'm sorry for walking out on you, but it's a hard question, Ofcourse I'd choose you guys, but then I have my other family that I love too and looked after me aswell. I'll think about it tonight and tell you tomorrow. Anyways, I'm gone out to a friends for the night... don't stay up I'll be back tomorrow. Love you - Lex xoxo
I feel bad, He's gonna think I left them. But I haven't and I never will again.
"Ready?" Kol asks. I nod my head and he sticks his arm out, I loop my arm around his and he walk through the forest catching up on things.
God I missed my brother/Bestfriend