FAYE This was agony — losing my consciousness, Todd in my head and waking up still he was there. I covered myself with a blanket and closed my eyes again, wishing that I could sleep more, wishing that even though in dreamland, I wouldn't be thinking about him. But that was crazy - even in dreamland, he was there, making love to me and then after a snap he was shouting on me. And then when I got back to waking life, I was so aroused, my panties were dripping wet, and I started missing him, and at the same time hating him. What the hell did you do to me, Todd? My stupid ex was nothing compared to you. His charges still rang in my head over and over again. His beautiful furious face still carved in my heart, and the pain, the torture of seeing him romancing his woman twisted my stomach unt

