FAYE You know that feeling when you were into someone you can never be with? Yes, it was a feeling that nobody wanted to feel. It was supposed to be happy like what was seen in a love story. But for me, it was a tragic one. Because, though he was one kiss away or one f**k away, you couldn't just have him. After all-night of thinking, still, I couldn't grasp any reason why these things happen to me — too complicated. I never realized I had fallen into sleep when I woke up the next day with an unbearable headache. It was like my head was being sliced into two parts. I didn't know if it's due to the alcohol I took, or the actual reason why I took the alcohol. As I said, it was complicated. I was complicated. Like a zombie, I went downstairs and wandered straight to the kitchen to hunt som

