Camilla I'm still stuck in this room because of Damon. He insists that I stay here for sometime so the doctors can be sure that there is nothing wrong somewhere. He knows I hate it here, but he still insists that I stay here and that is f*****g frustrating and a downright annoying. Watching these doctors and nurses fan over me just to impress Damon and that makes me wanna scream out loud. I mean seeing them every damn day is a reminder of what I lost, of what I was so weak to carry, always have been weak to carry them. "Are you okay?" Cain asked and I double blinked "you were scowling...so..." "So the best question you came up with is 'are you okay?" I did the air quote just to make sure he understands the absurdity of his question. "I just lost my baby and you ask me if I'm okay? Of

