NOT Your GUARDIAN

EMOTIONS

"I couldn't even look at you straight in the eye and tell you I hate you."

***Sasi***

**********

When he sat on one of the stones only in his brief underwear, I saw the two red dots. There.. inside his thigh, near his crotch.

Oh my god. No way!

He spread his legs and started to angle the small knife to s***h between the two dots. I tried so hard not to look at what he was doing, nor at what his black underwear is hiding beneath that skimpy cloth. I silently castigated myself for having lewd thoughts amidst the situation.

Bluish blood oozed out of the small wound and I saw him trembled as he squeezed out the torn skin.

I can't stand the sight I am seeing. I could feel his pain and discomfort even though he tried so hard to hide it. I gulped a couple of times before squatting Infront of him.

"Move your hands out of the way. Let me suck it."

I said grabbing his hands away.

Suck it? f**k!

The way that came out of my mouth sounds so sexy and Eimy smiled teasingly from behind my mind.

He sat there frozen from what I have said, legs widely spread, as I slowly moved forward to suck the venom out of his open wound. I held my breath for a couple of seconds when I reached about two inches away from his skin as my trembling hands rested on his thighs.

And when my lips touched the warm skin, I think I'm going to puke by the irony taste of blood on my lips, but I tried so hard not to. He needs me now. I need to do this to save his life. I saw this a couple of times being done on the discovery channel and I think I could do it.

I sucked gently at the torn skin until the warm blood flowed on my tongue. It was warm, tangy, and smooth.

After a few sips, I spit it out, then repeated the process. When I sucked for the third time, my face touched something hard behind that skimpy underwear.

Oh god! I touched it!... it’s not intentional I swear!.

Oh yes, it was intentional on my part…Eimy laughed devilishly at me..

I could feel Raki’s legs trembled, so I worriedly looked up at his face which was undeniably a mirror of a lusted man, not the one in great pain. His eyes are burning with so much passion I was taken aback. I gaped at him in confusion. Did I do something wrong?

Then my eyes darted at his slightly opened lips, his ragged breath fanning my face. My heart began to vibrate as well, pounding so hard against my chest.

"Please don't look at me like that.."

Raki whispered darkly at me. His hoarse voice sounds hoarse as if suffering from great pain. The wound must have hurt.

"Look like what?"

Came the softest reply I could muster; I didn't even recognize my own voice. I licked my lower lip smudged with blood while still looking at his eyes full of ardor and unconsciously biting on them.

Then in a snap, his lips are on me.

I don’t know what just happened or what was happening. I just know that he suddenly was kissing me. Hard.

The taste of mint and chocolates came embracing my tongue.

Soft yet hard. Sucking me, devouring my sanity.

I groaned in response. I was shocked at first, then I felt his tongue invading the insides of my mouth.

I want to push back but something in my soul also wanted what he was doing now.

Somehow, I wanted this too, so I kissed back, in the only way I know how. He groans. Like a grown man in heat. He groans deliciously against my mouth.

I felt the tingling sensation slowly creeping up my spine...

a hundred restless butterflies inside my belly...

As the kiss became deeper, heated and seemed to demand more, my hands find their way into the back of his head.

My fingers tangled at the soft curls of his hair, tugging softly. I am being drowned in my own passion, and I could feel it below my belly. I'm getting wet from just a kiss!

This is your first kiss! For christ's sake take a hold of yourself! And the man is injured!

In my embarrassment, I tried my hardest to push him back. The attack on my lips stopped and the moment his lips parted from mine; I felt the rush of emptiness in my soul.

What now?

... to be continued.

"I couldn't even look at you straight in the eye and tell you I hate you."

***Sasi***

**********

When he sat on one of the stones only in his brief underwear, I saw the two red dots. There.. inside his thigh, near his crotch.

Oh my god. No way!

He spread his legs and started to angle the small knife to s***h between the two dots. I tried so hard not to look at what he was doing, nor at what his black underwear is hiding beneath that skimpy cloth. I silently castigated myself for having lewd thoughts amidst the situation.

Bluish blood oozed out of the small wound and I saw him trembled as he squeezed out the torn skin.

I can't stand the sight I am seeing. I could feel his pain and discomfort even though he tried so hard to hide it. I gulped a couple of times before squatting Infront of him.

"Move your hands out of the way. Let me suck it."

I said grabbing his hands away.

Suck it? f**k!

The way that came out of my mouth sounds so sexy and Eimy smiled teasingly from behind my mind.

He sat there frozen from what I have said, legs widely spread, as I slowly moved forward to suck the venom out of his open wound. I held my breath for a couple of seconds when I reached about two inches away from his skin as my trembling hands rested on his thighs.

And when my lips touched the warm skin, I think I'm going to puke by the irony taste of blood on my lips, but I tried so hard not to. He needs me now. I need to do this to save his life. I saw this a couple of times being done on the discovery channel and I think I could do it.

I sucked gently at the torn skin until the warm blood flowed on my tongue. It was warm, tangy, and smooth.

After a few sips, I spit it out, then repeated the process. When I sucked for the third time, my face touched something hard behind that skimpy underwear.

Oh god! I touched it!... it’s not intentional I swear!.

Oh yes, it was intentional on my part…Eimy laughed devilishly at me..

I could feel Raki’s legs trembled, so I worriedly looked up at his face which was undeniably a mirror of a lusted man, not the one in great pain. His eyes are burning with so much passion I was taken aback. I gaped at him in confusion. Did I do something wrong?

Then my eyes darted at his slightly opened lips, his ragged breath fanning my face. My heart began to vibrate as well, pounding so hard against my chest.

"Please don't look at me like that.."

Raki whispered darkly at me. His hoarse voice sounds hoarse as if suffering from great pain. The wound must have hurt.

"Look like what?"

Came the softest reply I could muster; I didn't even recognize my own voice. I licked my lower lip smudged with blood while still looking at his eyes full of ardor and unconsciously biting on them.

Then in a snap, his lips are on me.

I don’t know what just happened or what was happening. I just know that he suddenly was kissing me. Hard.

The taste of mint and chocolates came embracing my tongue.

Soft yet hard. Sucking me, devouring my sanity.

I groaned in response. I was shocked at first, then I felt his tongue invading the insides of my mouth.

I want to push back but something in my soul also wanted what he was doing now.

Somehow, I wanted this too, so I kissed back, in the only way I know how. He groans. Like a grown man in heat. He groans deliciously against my mouth.

I felt the tingling sensation slowly creeping up my spine...

a hundred restless butterflies inside my belly...

As the kiss became deeper, heated and seemed to demand more, my hands find their way into the back of his head.

My fingers tangled at the soft curls of his hair, tugging softly. I am being drowned in my own passion, and I could feel it below my belly. I'm getting wet from just a kiss!

This is your first kiss! For christ's sake take a hold of yourself! And the man is injured!

In my embarrassment, I tried my hardest to push him back. The attack on my lips stopped and the moment his lips parted from mine; I felt the rush of emptiness in my soul.

What now?

... to be continued.

"I couldn't even look at you straight in the eye and tell you I hate you."

***Sasi***

**********

When he sat on one of the stones only in his brief underwear, I saw the two red dots. There.. inside his thigh, near his crotch.

Oh my god. No way!

He spread his legs and started to angle the small knife to s***h between the two dots. I tried so hard not to look at what he was doing, nor at what his black underwear is hiding beneath that skimpy cloth. I silently castigated myself for having lewd thoughts amidst the situation.

Bluish blood oozed out of the small wound and I saw him trembled as he squeezed out the torn skin.

I can't stand the sight I am seeing. I could feel his pain and discomfort even though he tried so hard to hide it. I gulped a couple of times before squatting Infront of him.

"Move your hands out of the way. Let me suck it."

I said grabbing his hands away.

Suck it? f**k!

The way that came out of my mouth sounds so sexy and Eimy smiled teasingly from behind my mind.

He sat there frozen from what I have said, legs widely spread, as I slowly moved forward to suck the venom out of his open wound. I held my breath for a couple of seconds when I reached about two inches away from his skin as my trembling hands rested on his thighs.

And when my lips touched the warm skin, I think I'm going to puke by the irony taste of blood on my lips, but I tried so hard not to. He needs me now. I need to do this to save his life. I saw this a couple of times being done on the discovery channel and I think I could do it.

I sucked gently at the torn skin until the warm blood flowed on my tongue. It was warm, tangy, and smooth.

After a few sips, I spit it out, then repeated the process. When I sucked for the third time, my face touched something hard behind that skimpy underwear.

Oh god! I touched it!... it’s not intentional I swear!.

Oh yes, it was intentional on my part…Eimy laughed devilishly at me..

I could feel Raki’s legs trembled, so I worriedly looked up at his face which was undeniably a mirror of a lusted man, not the one in great pain. His eyes are burning with so much passion I was taken aback. I gaped at him in confusion. Did I do something wrong?

Then my eyes darted at his slightly opened lips, his ragged breath fanning my face. My heart began to vibrate as well, pounding so hard against my chest.

"Please don't look at me like that.."

Raki whispered darkly at me. His hoarse voice sounds hoarse as if suffering from great pain. The wound must have hurt.

"Look like what?"

Came the softest reply I could muster; I didn't even recognize my own voice. I licked my lower lip smudged with blood while still looking at his eyes full of ardor and unconsciously biting on them.

Then in a snap, his lips are on me.

I don’t know what just happened or what was happening. I just know that he suddenly was kissing me. Hard.

The taste of mint and chocolates came embracing my tongue.

Soft yet hard. Sucking me, devouring my sanity.

I groaned in response. I was shocked at first, then I felt his tongue invading the insides of my mouth.

I want to push back but something in my soul also wanted what he was doing now.

Somehow, I wanted this too, so I kissed back, in the only way I know how. He groans. Like a grown man in heat. He groans deliciously against my mouth.

I felt the tingling sensation slowly creeping up my spine...

a hundred restless butterflies inside my belly...

As the kiss became deeper, heated and seemed to demand more, my hands find their way into the back of his head.

My fingers tangled at the soft curls of his hair, tugging softly. I am being drowned in my own passion, and I could feel it below my belly. I'm getting wet from just a kiss!

This is your first kiss! For christ's sake take a hold of yourself! And the man is injured!

In my embarrassment, I tried my hardest to push him back. The attack on my lips stopped and the moment his lips parted from mine; I felt the rush of emptiness in my soul.

What now?

... to be continued.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: There are some repeated chapters here caused by a glitch in the system and I'm fixing it up. If you think the words are already repeated, pls.ignore and proceed to next chapter. Thank you for your patience.??