NOT Your GUARDIAN

FORGET

THE NEXT DAY:

 ***Sasi***

I woke up in a warm and comfortable feeling of being naked under the sheets. I could feel the soft touch of lights on my face, so I slowly opened my eyes and was greeted by the delicate sunlight coming through the white satin curtains of the lanai, coaxing me to wake up. The room was airily quiet, and I blinked a couple of times to adjust my sight.

I saw Raki at the side of the bed just an arm’s length away from me, wearing a white T-shirt and facing the opposite side. I took the moment to quietly observe his physique. His hair was neatly combed, the broad shoulders flexing at his every little movement.

Flashes of memory came rushing through my mind, the memory of me clinging into those strong shoulders, writhing beneath...And his veiny hands..those hands roaming around my body..A sudden heat surged, running fast towards my navel.

I winced as I felt the sharp sting on my p***y. My ass felt like it has been rammed pretty good as well. I'm sore of course, after that humpings like an animal in heat. My body ached all over and I didn't think I could even sit up at this rate. I wish I have done a little stretching before the 'event' eh?

"Where were you last night?”

He was talking to someone on the phone, I’m guessing it's one of the boys.

“Hmm, is that so? Did you return safely?”

He brushed his fingers under his chin and laughed softly. His hair looked so soft and before I knew it, my hands were up, on the way to touch his nape but stopped on mid-air when I heard what he mumbles next.

“Yes, she’s good but you’re better.”

Huh? what do you mean?

“Sure. I’ll see you later. You were amazing last night.”

Who is he talking to??

Is he talking to George?!

Damn!

I instantly draw back my hand as he turned to look at me. He smiled at once upon looking at my fresh-from-sleep eyes. He looked so delectable in the morning, I held my breath for a couple of seconds while staring at his soft brown eyes, forgetting about the words that I heard. His lips curved in a sweet smile, and I remembered what those lips have done all over my body. I remembered how those luscious lips brought me to ninth heaven countless times, and that made me blush even more.

What has this man done to me? Why am I suddenly confused about my feelings?

"You're awake..How are you feeling?"

He leaned closer touching my hair lightly, my heart skipped a bit, making me more confused.

"W-what do you think? You asshole…taking advantage of me while I'm drunk."

I replied in a hoarse voice that I couldn't even recognize as my own.

He smiled and let out a soft chuckle then kissed my forehead.

"What do you think you're doing?"

I pushed him away and threw a disgusted look that had him taken aback.

What do you think of me? a w***e? that after you f****d, will act sweetly and cling to you?

I want to spat at him like that, but my throat seemed very dry and my body felt so weak to start an argument.

"Can you sit up? I brought food from the hotel restaurant. Fried rice, Bacon, and eggs with hot chocolate for breakfast."

He smiled again and seemed oblivious of the scowl on my face.

Who the f**k was he talking to?

I really wanted to ask, and my curiosity was eating me, but I cannot bring up the question. Who am I to ask something personal like that? If he likes George after all that has happened to us… god! We made love! But he was still worried about some girl?

A sting of pain gripped tightly inside my chest. The pang of jealousy I couldn’t control wreaks havoc on my heart and clouded my mind.

I hate you Raki! You used me!

I couldn’t accept the fact that I was used like a w***e. Like a cheap slut on the bar but at the end of the day, being the one left on the sidewalks.

I remained silent as the inner turmoil inside me kept storming my rationality.  He placed the small bed table in front of me containing the foods that he just mentioned and even though I felt starving, my attention wasn’t on food. It was on the man in front of me who happens to stare at me with those soft brown eyes.

He was staring intently that I turned my eyes away and blushed.

 Holy f**k Sasi! The guy just ditched you over some European cheap model!

And he said that slut was better than me!

“Sasi, about last night…”

He started speaking that I jolted. Nervousness, anxiety, embarrassment, anger, betrayal, and pain. I felt it all at the same time that the next thing that I couldn’t control what came out of my mouth next...

“Forget it. It means nothing. I forgive you, it’s okay. Let’s forget about it and pretend as if nothing happened.”

Through clenched teeth, I did the decision to gain the upper hand. I won’t be left here like a charity case! I won’t allow him to feel superior to me just because he was my first. Damn him!

"Alaiwa?!"

He replied in shock. I saw the pain and the disappointment that crossed his eyes but I remained serious.

...to be continued