Losing you feels like hearing the recollection of all the goodbyes ever said to me; being said all at once. ***Raki*** ********************************** November 2021. Switzerland. Another day was spent on physical therapy. I have been doing this every day since I woke up from a coma. Nineteen months was quite long that my limbs and legs felt so weak, they couldn't function the way they should before. One time, I tried to get out of the bed and walk to the bathroom. But as soon as I stand up, my knees gave in, and I kissed the floor disgracefully. If Sasi was here, she would've laughed at me. But she isn't. She is nowhere near me. I sigh in contemplation. I was banned from using cellphones and any gadgets. My father was close-lipped and always avoided topics regardin

