To be with you again was a blessing and a torture at the same time. Forgotten, denied and worst...ignored. Could I refrain myself from staying? When all I ever wanted was to be by your side forever? ***Raki*** ********** I wanna run to her. Close the gap between us, but my feet seemed to have gotten stuck into the soil where I stand. I wanted to hug her, tell her that I'm here, that I'm back. I wanted to feel her warmth and for her to feel me as well. God, I miss her so much. The tears I've been meaning to suppress has now flowed freely unto my cheeks. "She doesn't remember you, nor the things happened past her fifteenth birthday. Her brain is still recovering from the trauma, so please Raki, I ask of you as a father. Please leave her alone for now. Please?" Those were the words of

