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MY MYSTERIOUS GIRL movie Live PRESSCON
"Hello everyone! Welcome to the My Mysterious Girl the movie Live Presscon!.."
The host welcomed the live and online viewers with a very high spirit.
He's very lively, and I am sitting at the center of the white sofa together with my co-actors.
I bagged the main actress role despite the scandal that I have left in Thailand and my leading man is no other than Luke.
Yes, the sweety good-for-nothing bastard saved the role for me saying this is his chance to get me.
The movie was a little on the musical side so I was surprised to be one of the chosen actors and be the lead role for that because I barely danced
I'm tone-deaf as well, but phi Best was determined to improve my horizon. So he enrolled me in a music studio where I learned how to sing and dance before our movie launched.
And today was when we were introduced to the public for them to anticipate our upcoming movie.
The ambiance was so vibrant, everyone was giggly, happily chatting with each other, unlike me. I felt the exact opposite. I looked around and see the people behind the scene busily scurrying around, sign languages were exchanged as we are going live. I saw Daniels, Jiro, and Jose' standing at different positions. their eyes were sweeping from side to side, never sitting still. Beside Daniels was Phi Best, who motioned a half curb along his lips, asking me to smile.
I looked back at the host who was currently interviewing Kao, one of my co-actors and I pretended to listen, even though my mind was drifting somewhere else.
If this event happened five months earlier, I might've turned down the offer to join this project. I was so reserved back then that sitting with a group of people like this might easily cause a panic attack.
But I am a changed woman now, I'm not as self-absorbed as before. I am more confident with myself now, with the acting and music classes I've been attending continuously. It changed me. Pain changed me.
"How about you Sasi?..would you mind giving us a glimpse of your singing prowess?"
I woke up from my deep thoughts when the host called up my name.
"Ugh excuse me?..sorry I didn't catch that."
I smiled rather shyly.
"Ohoi..seems like our leading lady has someone in her mind..let me ask a blatant question..Are you seeing someone?"
I was taken aback by the sudden attack and I hesitantly looked at phi Best before answering. He shook his head and I understood.
"Ahehe..no, I am not. It's just that I'm quite sleepy from dance lessons last night."
I gently replied never taking the trained smile off my face.
"Aow, so hardworking nah...so, can you show us a bit of your hard work?..can you sing us a clip or anything?"
Oh s**t. I'm not prepared for this..
I looked at War who was sitting beside me, my eyes were asking for help. I am so glad that he took the signal and saved me.
"I guess Sasi is a little shy, let's give her some encouragement.."
He said smiling that left my eyes widen with disbelief as he clapped his hands that were followed by everyone.
How could you!
But then he whispered something in my ear, and I nodded in understanding. I finally stood up as the music starts to beat in the air..
War started to sing a mellow song..
Tur thii keuy ao jai chan geng
(You, who used to please me well)
Tur chai mai thii bok chan eng
(Aren't you the one that told me)
Wa chan narak kwa krai
(That I'm nicer than anyone?)
And it reminds me so bad of Raki. How I missed him. I haven't seen him in two months, but my feelings were still un-wavered. I thought of him every night, tears still roll down my cheeks each time. But I need to suppress this feeling for the better. I just have to accept the fact that we are not meant for each other.
Tur mai rak meuan deum laew rho
(Don't you love me like you used to anymore?)
Tur mai rak kon nii laew rho
(Don't you love me anymore?)
Reu chan tham arai pid bpai
(Or what did I do wrong?)
Then I started to sing my part, that I wished on my heart, he was listening to right now.
Chan mai narak reu bplao
(Maybe I'm not being nice? )
Tham tur khat jai reu bplao
(Maybe offended you?)
Man bpen prao chan reu bplao
(Is it because of me?)
Tha chan man ao dtae jai
(That I'm being too self-center)
Tha tham hai tur noi jai
(That I make you feel hurt)
Tha yak hai toe e pai dtong tham yang ngai bok dai reu bplao
(If I want you to forgive me, what I need to do? Please tell me how)
You're my all, you're my world, I'm lost without you
You're the one and only Ruu wai na my boo
Tha tur yang rak kheyim hai noy, I'll make it better for you
(If you still love me, just give me a little smile I'll make it better for you)
When the chorus came, all of the actors started singing with us..and suddenly I am lost.. I am lost in the lyrics, I am lost in the song.
Krai jab dtua faen phom bai ao keun maa na, keun maa na, oh
(Who kidnapped my lover? Please give him back, give him back, oh)
Faen kon deum hai dtua mai ruu wa te yuu nai
(My same old lover disappeared, don't know where he is)
Yak dai faen phom keun maa dii gan naa
(I want my lover back, please let's make up)
Dii gan naa ja dai mai
(Let's make up, could you please)
Kidteung tur kon deum ja dtai yuu laew
(Miss you, the same old you, so much)
Miss you my baby...
Klabmaa te kon dii
(Please come back, my angel)
Oh please forgive me
Miss you my baby..
The last words stung like a bee on my chest. I miss him so much. Yet I knew I made the right decision. A single tear dropped from my eye as I looked down to look at my toes.
I hurriedly excused myself from the event and darted towards the bathroom
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I splashed some water on my face. Luckily I was fast enough to hide it from the others but I bet Phi Best caught a glimpse of it.
What was wrong with me? my inner self glared at me annoyingly.
For god's sake, you never had a relationship with the guy!
I took a deep breath and looked at the reflection of me in the mirror. The dark circles below my eyes were expertly hidden with makeup that looks natural in the camera, but still transparent up close.
This is the changed me, more confident, yet broken.
I tapped dry my face gently with a tissue, then proceeded going back to where phi Best and the rest of my security is when all of a sudden, an unknown arm encircled my chest, pinning my arms, then a handkerchief was pressed down on my face. It smelled terrible, and I started to feel dizzy instantly. Something was terribly wrong, and panic struck me too late. My knees gave way and I felt my body getting numb as a pair of arms caught me before I fell down completely to the floor. Before my eyes closed, I saw a black hooded figure hovering above me.
And in my fading consciousness, I called only one name. The name of the man I loved and I lost. The name that I believed to never let me down and yet left me.
The name that was engraved in my chest for quite a while now but I let him go. Because he didn't like me and liking me back was never an option for him.
How ironic it is that even in this situation that I am sure I will get killed, his name is the first that entered my mind. As if my soul is calling for him, expecting that he will come and save me.
No!
R-Raki...help me..
...to be continued
- Writer
