Aspen,
Thinking of it all, I became mad. I wanted to beat her up. Jump at her and beat. I began to sob on the couch. I felt pure anger, and I searched for an outlet.
She had wasted my life for selfish reasons. She had wasted my future for selfish reasons. I hated her. Exposing her in this life wasn't a win for me. I just had a few months to go. I wasn't genuinely living, and could never hope for a future. I will never have children of my own and grow old. All because she and Martin wanted to be together without consequence.
I stood up and walked out of Aiden's office immediately because I could not contain the rage I was feeling. I was livid, and I headed for the lake in the woods.
The moment I got there, I began to scream. I screamed with all the air in my lungs, knelt by the lake, an
