Claire decided to drive home after dinner, leaving me and my thoughts alone and restless. My sister did come by before she went to bed, telling me how happy she is for me. Can you really be happy for me after all my brain is going through at the moment? I'm not sure if this is actually love, but if it is then love is some hard stuff, because I can't make up my mind. Maybe I don't even like him in that way. But what if I do? I don't want to hurt him or anything. Damn! I need to stop this senseless thinking, my head already hurts. I should just go to bed, tomorrow is a new day! The next morning went by unspectacular, I didn't even get up to make us some breakfast, I felt way too exhausted to get out of the warm and comfortable blankets that were wrapped around my body. I was still wearing t

