"Listen.." "Ha..not a New Year gift.." "Did he give you" I asked him jokingly when I got too many small gifts from him. "If they give, they will give... they will overthrow." I half got out of bed and kissed Wayan's forehead, cheeks, nose and eyes. Like I said, even though I met him, he was ahead of me like always...those kisses were long..heavy..deep.. "This will be my best year, won't it..I'm twenty now" "still nineteen" "Would you like one...wouldn't you?" "Oh.. Do you know a flower called Snowdrop?" "Heard." "It blooms at the end of winter. But it is a spring flower. Because there are no flowers in winter, he comes at the last time. It is very difficult for him because of the cold. But he endures until spring. Because he is alone in the season, no matter how lonely he feels.

