But that's okay i'm used to it. Hopefully these feelings will just go away because knowing you will never be mine is slowly killing me. After taking bath I went to my room and wear my night clothes. I was thinking that where I'm stuck? I wish this would be my long dream and when I wake up I back to my real life. I became a normal student who have long crush on his collage mate. When I wake up everything gets normal this fantasy end like a nightmare. There would be No Alpha, No king, No vampire, No magic, No powers, Nothing just peaceful life. I slept over my bed but my pillow was missing. I start founding everywhere but I couldn't found; " Where the dam it gonna? my f*****g life is getting worse day by day." I took another pillow from my cupboard and jumped over the bed. My life

