Life Goes On After that my normal life, if that is how it can be described, resumed and once more I became immersed in study and exercise. Every month or so I suppose, I am subjected to another incredible time at the hands of the Baron or Corinna and sometimes both of them together. These are always mind-searing experiences and all the more frightening because I cannot escape them. It is almost like being taken to an Execution Chamber every time! I have been allowed up onto the main level of the house on only five occasions, I think. Between each, a great length of time passes, perhaps as much as two years, and so I really have no accurate idea of how long I have been kept here. My correspondence with Lady Arlen continues and I attempt to describe to her what is being done to me and how

