~Xander POV~ It has been months after our meeting with Eddison and his son Phillip everything started to get back to normal a little bit. Meredith and I were spending time together getting to know each other. The more I am with her the more in love with her I am becoming, but I can’t tell her that. I don’t think she feels the same way. Making myself vulnerable to another woman? The thought makes me want to ditch her and hide in another woman’s one night of tortured lust. Something I know I just cannot do to Meredith. “Mrs. Brooks I appreciate you making this lunch for me to go.” smiling from ear to ear with giddiness overflowing my heart. I just couldn't stand the surprise any further. “It is my pleasure sir. Does she know yet where you are taking her?” side glancing me as she finishes

