Done being Afraid

Chapter 2

* Plays Happiness is a butterfly by Lana Del Rey*

Marley

Mr Doctor was a bigger S.G than Gregor ever was, I bet Gregor prays everyday to reach that level of fine. I had hurried home because the sky had turned an intense grey and showed signs of a thunderstorm coming. Those are my favourite. Except when all of the sky's tears fall on me and leave me wetter than the ocean.

A cup of coffee with cinnamon and some ginger biscuits will be perfect for the reading session I'm about to have while the thunder is rumbling. I wonder if Mr Doctor has anyone to take care of him in this weather, he obviously does. Mans looks chiselled from marble and rose quartz. He looks so edible. I have a lot to say about chiselled men considering I got an S.T.I from a dude who has a forming beer pot belly. Honestly, I need to erase men from my brain.

Tony

* Plays Lose Control by Teddy Swims*

The sweet smell of frangipani, lavender, roses and a hint of cinnamon is the scent left in my office after her departure. Damn! She smells edible,seductive and classy all at once. In a green dress, luscious dreadlocks,pretty lips. Man I want her to live inside me and I've only just met her, whatever the f**k is wrong with me. Maybe if I hurry up, I might catch her outside and offer her a ride home. That way I know where to go when I need her. Need. Her. Didn't I just meet this woman? How and why am I needing her so fast? All of a sudden? She doesn't even know my name, she's just a patient ,what the heck am I doing imagining her soft skin pressed against mine as we cuddle? What is happening to stone cold Tony?

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The weather is showing signs of a thunderstorm, I better go before traffic blocks my way to the hospital. People's lives don't wait for no damn traffic or my 'innocent' fantasies.