Done being Afraid

Dreams

Tony

*plays Hypnosis by Sleep Token*

I'm a dream eater. In that sense, but also not in that sense. At first, when I was a teenager at about 17, and my gift was beginning to peak,that s**t creeped and freaked me out. I've learnt to maneuver this gift so it works for me and with me instead of working against me. So in short, being a dream eater entails, eating dreams, absorbing nightmares, making up dreams and communication with people who are in comas. Because let's face it, when you are comatose, all you can wish to do, and constantly do is to dream so it's better to have different dreams every now and then so it's not as boring. But getting into severe coma patients' dreams is a hard no-no because if they happen to pass away whilst I'm still inside, I will die along with them because being brain dead is as good as dead..it's as easy as that. So technically, I'm a walking dream catcher and goddess doesn't know that. I've also discovered that my dream form is different from my waking form so if I sneak into her dreamscape she'll never know. The only way she could know is if she's psychic, a spiritual dreamer or a medium and truly speaking how many people walking around have those gifts? What are the odds? They are like zero to none. So you already know what I'm about to do tonight, I'm sneaking in her dream world. I mean I know I could've gotten in Ms Brown's dreams all this time but I didn't think I could handle the pain of finding out that she's with my goddess but now that I know otherwise, I will be getting jiggy in my woman's subconscious.

xxx

I check out of night duty, as I walk into the locker room and a distinct smell is very prominent in the air, it smells like sweets so I know it's not goddess. It smells like Amber, the hospital's most popular nurse. I'm glad I cut off whatever we were doing because she would get in the way of my goal. I tiptoe in, and Bada Bing Bada Boom she's moaning and groaning..girl are you okay? I need to change and leave before she spots me because if she as much as get a glimpse of me, she'll try to clasp her claws into me. With the way she is highkey obsessed with me,I can proudly boast that Im very good at what I do. But now, I'm saving myself for goddess Mystic. I also need to grab some food so when I do my magic, I'm fully equipped with energy and not so good intentions.

Mystic

Having Marley around is half vibes and half struggle. Half vibes because she's a great cook and I get to binge on good food, half vibes because we both enjoy Turkish and Korean dramas. The half struggle part is the worst because she keeps prying about my love life, always judging the women and men I choose to date. She doesn't understand that someone in the family has to carry the black cloud if a hellish love life. She's also always trying to match me up with her girlfriend's cousin, Rhea. I get that Rhea is f*****g drop dead gorgeous but she's also poly, boot get me wrong, I have nothing against poly relationships it's just that I'm the problem. I'm so f*****g possessive bro, I would turn into Jeffrey Dahmer if any other woman was to look or touch my woman. So me and her hook up every now and then. More like we hook up every time ovulation gets the best of us both, it is a hellish time for women in general no lie, but my cute little sister doesn't need to know that.

Right now, Marley is whipping up some veggie burgers in the kitchen and I'm searching up a Kdrama to watch while we eat, I'm really hoping she doesn't strike and ask me about Dr Creep. Honestly if she does that, I'll leave and go to sleep cause I'm not about to interrogated because of a weird handsome stranger. I find a nice Kdrama called Behind Your Touch and whilst I'm still waiting for her to get done, I change into my pyjamas and roll a blunt so I open up all the space I need for all the deliciousness I'm about to devour. She finally dishes up and I press play on the screen, she keeps side eyeing me like she has something on her mind, Oya have mercy on me, can this girl not do that to me, don't bring it to I'm literally begging you..

Marley attacks while the drama is in the introduction because she knows if it starts, the chances of me answering are very slim. I won't even answer her, I'll be on full concentration mode. " So, who is Dr Handsome? A new lover boy?" "No, I've seen him around a couple of times, we met at the grocery store." Man I know she knows I'm lying but she doesn't ask anymore questions,we just quietly watch TV but I know she's just going to gather more information from Dr Creep tomorrow when she goes to see Hazy. f**k my life really