A Forced Love-Marriage (To Beast)

Chapter 15

A POSITIVE SOUL

Negative SOUL: I have thousands of reasons to step back and live in pain.

Positive SOUL: I have a million reasons to move on and live happily.

Remember the dark always submerged into the fresh beam of morning. A Forced Love-Marriage (To BEAST) By Nidhi.

The hex was standing in my way, preventing me from getting what I want. The hex was creating trouble in plaguing me to grow my power. The Obsidian stone has the power to draw hidden energy or beams from the universe channelize it into the owner's body and reaps good fortune and growing powers.

To accomplish the stone and awake its power I will cast the spell which attracts the hidden powers of the universe. Though I was devil an unclean soul I need powers from the universe to lessen the curse. Using such powers it will help me to understand what lies inside my soul I have seen a different kind of darkness but this energy was needed for my other half my angel Nalini.

Thinking about her my heart clenched painfully I feel this emotion. My angel you have to suffer from this pain as the spell goes coz "It's the mate bond" once the spell complete it will mark her by leaving a deep 2-inch scar on the back of her neck. She will be in pain for the first and last time I promise it to myself. I know you are strong enough to bear that. I don't know why this strange feeling was budding inside me that I could not lose her at any cost she has to be mine and only mine. I was empty before never ever I have cared for anyone. She was my body I was her shadow (My heartbeat speaks). 

My gaze shifted towards the circle drawn on the casting site. This was called a circle of power it avoids the backfire of a spell. Red candles are employed on the outline of a circle.

I remembered Vandran words to follow steps to complete the process of accomplishing the stone.

First I have to engrave her name on the left side and my name on the right side of the stone using the Obsidian knife. Then I have to wrap the stone in black cloth and dip it in magic water. I poured magic water from the copper pot in two black bowls (the water was taken from the five purest rivers of the world).

I have to recite the Words of power for 24 hours without getting distracted.

When the moon will increase its size and turn in a cocktail of a golden reddish color. It will attract the magnetic power in the form of white lights coming from all four directions of the universe on the stone. Once the candles are lit from powers the spell has been cast.

Stepping inside the circle I inhale and exhale for a while to gather my concentration and energy. I will need all the energy within to complete the spell. I won't let myself get distracted. If I fail to cast the spell it will harm her. Thinking about her beautiful eyes I started the ritual.

Nalini POV

My mind was messed up now with overly stressed thoughts. I kept tossing for an hour. If I sleep I'll sure have nightmares tonight. I'm going to think all positive.

My heartbeat seems louder than the rustling sounds of leaves.

I sighed tossing the blanket off. My eyes darted to the silvered full moon shining like a giant luminous pearl in a tenebrous sky from my French window. I kept looking at the moon thinking about my life. I know I have to get married someday. Do I ever find my perfect match? A voice in my head speaks. Someone that loves me tries his best to fix me from inside out. Someone who takes stand for me instead of forcing himself on me. If love is true and you have full faith in the mind then it reshapes destiny. I slowly move away from the window leaning my head on the wall. I tried to distract myself from having unnecessary worries by reading blogs related to sustainable fashion. I was scrolling my phone screen to pass the time. I felt a sharp pain on the back of my neck

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! It will split me into two halves soon.

After a few minutes the pain vanishes.

I sigh and throw my phone on my side table finally giving up on reading.

It was past 4 O' Clock. The best way to calm my mind was meditation. I laid my grey yoga mat on the ground sitting straight I closed my eyes and simply started breathing to allow the mind to dissolve anxious thoughts. After a few minutes, I heard a grunting noise. Oh s**t! A giant black vulture was sitting in front of me.

Shooooooo! Shooooooo! Go away you.

Black Vultures are silent most of the time. They make yapping, drawn-out hissing sounds while feeding and fighting. He was sounding like hungry pig yapping in distance. Ughhhh! I mutter rolling my grey yoga mat.

After emptying my bladder and flushing the toilet. I brushed my teeth and looked at my reflection in the mirror the puffy eyes and dark circles underneath them along with bruised cheeks almost made my face unrecognizable. I rolled my eyes in frustration.

I was an antisocial girl it seems like all the negative things and weird people were added to my life the day I stepped into New York. May be to add some flavor in my life (note the sarcasm). Better I'll cook breakfast. Quickly, I put on my black shrug and rushed downstairs.

I played my favorite song from my playlist I sing along lightly swaying my hands. My feet don't know how but entangled in a cloth and I fall on the floor.

Ahhhhhhhhhh!

I think I'm the clumsiest person on this planet. "So embarrassing stunt Nal"

Whoa! Now I was talking to myself.

The breakfast was ready and I fix myself a plate along with a cup of Ginger Masala Tea my favorite. I inhale the aroma of tea it helps me to sober my mood. After feeding myself I patted my belly. I remembered that I skipped dinner yesterday. I went to my room to get ready for the office. My phone buzzed

Jan: Hey Nal we will be home by 11 am, plz feed yourself. She was just like my mother.

I chuckle,  Sure love.

Another text I scrunch my nose.

I got a text msg from an unknown number

Hey........ Little munchkin would you like to learn self-defense.

It takes a second to register......... Oh! The wall.

How did you get my number? I texted with shaky hands.

Wall: I have my ways

My eyes widen he was rich a man so it won't be difficult for him to get my number.

I was unable to comprehend the words feeling embarrassed as he has seen me in my worst state always so I replied with an emoji.

Me:

At least he won't think that I'm a deranged toddler who needs taming. Trying a little bit to act cool.

Throwing my phone on the bed I shifted my gaze towards the window it was still dark. I let out a huff, blowing my uncombed hairs from my face. I should get a shower to get the sweat and worries off. This is a strange habit of mine, sometimes I have breakfast before bathing and by the way, I was hungry (don't miss the important point: feeding empty belly comes first).

After taking a shower I dried my hairs and pulled them up in a messy bun. I wore a pair of blue denim and Black long sleeves top so that I can hide the purple marks on my arms. I applied makeup to hide the bruises and dark circles they hurt like hell. I tried to keep myself happy by singing my favorite song. (Songs, novels, tea, and illustrations were  life reason for my survival). Grabbing my laptop and handbag I rushed downstairs quickly leaving a note for Jan to have breakfast and pasted on the breakfast bar. I step outside carefully not forgetting to lock the door.

Let's see what this day holds for me. 

Keep loving and cherishing my book love you all. May God bless you all.

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