I opened my mouth and closed it a couple of times, unable to find the right words to explain my actions. It's not about being married that I am in denial with. It's being married to Shiva. I am not blind to his success. He may not be making millions as of now but I can see the path he is walking in will definitely lead him there. I want to support him and be with him. But at the same time I want to build my own reputation. While I stand by my husband, I don't want that to be my only identity. Today when everyone were clapping for Shiva, I was so proud. I want him to be proud of me too. The steps I climb in my career should not be laid by my husbands hard work or good reputation. It should be of my own hard work. For this, I didn't want to go with him to the event. I know I ended up reveali
