Things were slowly moving back to usual with my in laws gone. I was cooking in the morning to pack lunch for myself and Shiva. Somedays I would wake up to find him right outside my room working our shirtless and other days he would be simply sleeping in late. Physically and mentally, I was back to form, back to my routine. However, emotionally I was completely doomed. Those couple of nights that i spent with Shiva, in his embrace had raised hopes in my heart. Unwanted and unnecessary feelings which were only making me miserable with each passing day.
Unconsciously I started hoping that we both will have a happy marriage. Something similar to what we dreamed of when we were dating. The thoughts, dreams and hopes that I gave up on came back to me slowly and surely. Now, I was suffering due
