I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself, but it felt impossible. The walls of Stella’s house seemed to close in around me. Everywhere I turned, I saw glimpses of happiness I couldn’t grasp: Stella’s glowing smile, Nicolas laughing with family, even Chris mingling effortlessly with others.
I didn’t belong here.
I slipped out onto the patio, the cool night air hitting my face like a slap. The noise from the party dulled behind me as I walked to the edge of the yard, seeking solace in the silence.
How did I get here?
I had always been independent, confident, and in control. But Nicolas had undone me, leaving me raw and vulnerable in ways I never imagined possible. I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling the chill seeping into my skin.
I thought back to the way Nicolas had looked
