Mya's pov
I rushed out of the dining to my room. I just needed time, time to just compose myself. I closed the door behind me and leaned on it. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths, as I tried to calm myself. It felt like this was when I was paying for been oblivious to my surroundings. The moment I try to take a risk and it's too late.
I was brought back from my thoughts by someone knocking. I composed myself and wiped my face just in case there were tears but thank goodness there was nothing. I turned around and opened the door.
"mom?"
"are you okay?"
"yes. I just needed to take care of something really quick." no I'm not okay! I wanted to tell her.
"are you sure? You know you can talk to me."
"I know mom and yes I'm sure. Let's get back."
We went down together, once there I
