He didn't answer and intentionally ignored me.
"You know that I don't mind being alone right? Of course I get bored but don't you think it's much better if you'll just let me go outside rather than going home with unfinished work?"
He stopped chewing. His eyes bore to me. There's this nervousness again inside me. That feeling that every time I open up things, he'll find out my real intention in saying those.
"No." he uttered.
My shoulders fell but I didn't lose hope.
"I'll just go to libraries."
"There's plenty of books upstairs, if that ain't enough for you I can buy you more."
I got so frustrated. I let go of the cutlery harshly. He was a bit stunned by my actions. Here I am again throwing my annoying card at him.
"It's not the same, Aciel. I want to go into an
