I had cried once more today and my face was already pale and swollen. The thoughts of never seeing domain and Daphne again. And my mother who I think has a hand in this. All i could do this was cry. this place was somewhat far from home and I doubt domain would think of looking for me here. I had asked a maid to get hot tea while I waited in the garden for her. I picked up flowers and sat on the grass ear laying down on them. I was mentally exhausted from everything that was happening and wished for a better day to come. The maiden brought my tea and left me immediately. I think there was something wrong with the maidens or maybe it was just me. They never spoke to me, after sending them on errands they quickly leave to get it done. Unlike the maids back at home who would try to gossip a l
