In the end, I really couldn't escape fate. All my fears are now happening and stupidly I just let it go.
How can I just let him go just by saying the word 'sorry', that's all. Am I not so cruel? I should have explained everything.
It's not as imagined. I never wanted to kill anyone.
Although basically I was wrong. At that time my anger could not be controlled. My feelings of disappointment could not make me think rationally until the incident that ended up being the worst nightmare of my entire life happened.
Not a single man was fine after being toyed with. All my waiting was in vain. Everything I did for him was meaningless.
That woman, Rosalinda Adijaya, seconded me or rather chose to go on vacation with another man while I was preparing for a proposal event that coincided with her
