Chapter 32
April 2019
~ELIJAH~
Confronting the truth has always been a difficult thing for me to do. When I first realized that I had a crush on Travis Tucker in the seventh grade, I looked for so many ways of avoiding the plain and simple truth about myself that I just didn't want to believe. I wanted to believe that it was just a phase that would go away as I aged, but it never did. I'm still the same person I was then. Even now, I dread looking the truth in the face. On rare occasions, there are moments when I try not to care so much and I'm finally able to accept myself for who I am... like every moment I'm with Travis... but then there are moments when I feel so disgusted in myself. I know that in 2019, hardly anyone even cares about who the f**k is gay and who isn't, but I still c
