Two days. Two days until my pretty much inevitable death. I shuddered at the thought. I was still afraid if death. I hated knowing that the world would continue to thrive without me. I hated thinking about how it would be like after death. I wanted to be there for the people I cared about. But then again, I would be free. Free from this whole mess and the pain I had dealt with my whole life. But is my freedom and happiness worth seeing everyone I care about devastated? Besides, one is never really free. There will always be something stopping you from being completely free. "Okay," I whispered, staring at the ground in front of me. As much as I've thought about it or said it before, I didn't want to die. This is it. I told Ivy. We are going to die and no one is going to ever find us.

