Our ride to home was quiet. I tried to caress her hand to comfort her but she shook it off with fury. I really think I should have talked to father in private. He just dragged her purposely and now it will destroy all my hopes to make peace with her. My father a douchebag.
“mommy I am tired. Will you please stay with me till I sleep I won’t take long?”, my daughter asks. Really miss times she used to ask me the same but now she has her mother. Who gives a f**k about father when one gets her mother?
“I was planning to sleep with you baby. It’s been so long mommy and Arya slept together.”, she says with a forced smile. Hush now this will be my punishment. We should be talking rather than she trying to ignore me. Does she think that I’m going to force her into this consummating oh s**t I have to make things clear?
“ok then I will sleep with my princesses too.”, I say amusingly or at least I try I appear. Preeti shrugs.
“yes”, Arya utters excitedly.
(Later that night.)
“I think she is fast asleep she must be very tired”, I say to break the silence. She ignores me.
“Preeti I want to ask for the apology for what happened in the afternoon”, I mutter nervous to what she will say. She again ignores me.
“I promise I will never force anything upon you for anything. Not even for consummation of our marriage.”, I again say this time watching in her eyes to see what she feels about this. I could see a sudden shift from fury to pain.
“you promised your father a son.”, she says. Her voice weak as if she was crying from inside. Whole day she ignored me. In the car, at the dinner she was quiet and hardly responded to Aryas chat.
“see I am sorry. The doctors have strictly told me to keep him happy. And if that’s what it takes then I will do it a hundred times.”, I admit. Not that I have a choice. A son’s duty is to protect his father’s happiness and a brother’s obligation is to see her sister happy for whatever it takes.
“I don’t want to talk to you. Give me some time I will be fine again. Please excuse me”, she said and went out of the room. I wanted to follow her but I don’t want her to think that have fallen for her or something. No, I should not go to her. But I feel like I should. Forget it. I follow her and catch her hand.
“leave my hand”, her voice weak enough to tell me she is crying.
“I promised him his grandchild not a grandson”, I say. Well that’s true. I never liked his behaviour toward Manvi or Arya. He was always very adamant that girls should be more submissive and conservative. And I never actually have wanted a son to carry my progeny ahead.
“I’ll be happy with whatever god will ever gift me with you as my wife”, I say. Hearing my words, she turned her face and watched me intently searching the truth in my words. I know the last part was a lie I will be divorcing her when I get the child maybe or when father dies eventually. I have never given a thought about it but seems the best even she said that while marrying me that she will divorce me.
“why you are so sure I will give you a kid”, she questions me. because I know she loves me. she forgave me for our wedding night. She gets turned on with small moments we have. The way she takes care of all my needs even after so busy schedule. The way she relaxes against me in my embrace in nights I know she still love me. This is the only way she knows how to be.
“when are in a marriage Preeti. At some point of time we will have a baby. And don’t lie to me. You feel attracted to me. I turn you on. And at some point, when our s****l attractions will be at our par we would have to consummate too.”, I say.
Her face shocked. Eyes wide and cheeks blush for a fraction of second.
“I’m feeling sleepy. Good night”, she lies and turns towards the guest room.
I don’t stop her but I follow her.
“are you going to forgive me?”, I ask.
“please I know I should have talked to you at that moment but you know a man has obligation toward his family which comes first”
“and I am not you r family”, she asserts
“I know that sounded wrong you too are a family now. but Manvi’s marriage is fixed and I have to be there for her. I’m sorry I acted a moron today but Manvi means a lot to me and you know it.”
“that doesn’t matter you can go to sleep”
“I want to sleep with you”
“how am I ever going to trust you”
“but what have I done with you to say like that? I told you what I meant by that promise. I even told you I like you and I am attracted towards you and eventually that is important to complete our marriage. Isn’t it?”, I say bluntly. I didn’t expect anger dwelling inside me but for some weird reason It did.
“exactly you are the most amazing person I should hate but I can’t. You forced me into this marriage you forced me on our wedding night. You promised your father a child and you give the explanation after 8 hours because now you want to sleep with me.”, she says. But she abruptly gets quiet. It appears that she wanted to say something else but couldn’t.
“you know you want me too”, I simply say ignoring all her accusations. Then I unbutton my shirt.
“what the f**k are you doing”, she says angrily. “I am not having s*x with you.”, she continues. On her words I remove my pants. Standing in my underwear Infront of my wife in our guestroom. She argues again, “you cannot force me. I am not weak I am a lawyer I will sue you. You don’t know my power.”
Oh my god she becomes so talkative sometimes. I pick her up in my strong arms and take her to my master bedroom. During the ride she threatens me with all the threats a person could ever imagine and literally pleading to put her down. Finally putting her down on bed I say “I promised you not to touch move ahead my boundaries until you permit and I will keep my promise.”
“you know what today let’s see how much you can control yourself.”, saying so she gives me a murderous glare. Oh, f**k she starts stripping. Angels save me from this lady. Wearing her white net bra and panties oh god someone tell her I m a man not a god. I close my eyes and my back towards her.
“wear your night clothes again please.”, I say my bottom paining as if it is going to kill me.
“it’s your punishment. Play with me I’ll play with you.”, she says and sleeps on her side. I hesitantly see her my rock killing me I go to bathroom for a cold shower. When I return, she’s same sleeping on her side? m cold shower goes wasted as when I see her, I again became excruciatingly hard. I decide to sleep with angel today better option. I try to open the door but find it locked.
Then she mutters, “it’s your punishment husband you can’t touch me tonight me tonight and you will have to sleep beside me whole night”.
My treacherous c**k doesn’t listen to me. I can’t even kill him for treason. I lay beside her my mind thinking all the ways to make her body come. Tying her to the bedside making her beg to be inside her. She will make me happy by her pleadings then I will fulfil her wishes like no one would ever have.
Unable to control my desperation I touch her hand and caress it. Then my hand slides her bare back. OH god she is so beautiful. She always wears clothes that cover all her features as if hiding herself for the sake of my sanity otherwise I will not be able to control my hands probably.
Oh god the way she reacts to my touch always makes me so contented. f**k how will I keep my promise if she will behave like this.my hands reach her butts. Oh my god so soft and pink. She puts the light off leaving the room completely black. Now can’t even see her. then she turns towards me and maintains distance from me. I get closer to her. Oh god I can’t do this think straight Manav. I push all my dirty thoughts and twerking c**k aside and push myself to other side and try to sleep. But the night seems longer than assumed. Oh god it’s been so long my Bunty enjoyed a nice p***y. I need to see tina my mistress before I end up forcing Preeti to do something because my buddy is very excited and desperate. Best f*****g punishment ever for an asshole like me