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I soon shifted with Lucas, it wasn't a hard decision to make but the whole situation, to me seemed sketchy.
I can't just Lucas after all that he did to me. He broke my trust over and over again, and I still trusted him despite that.
It's not that I'm scared of him breaking my trust, at this point if he does that. I won't be surprised. I became used to it. But it just doesn't feel nice to be made a fool of, especially if it's not him making a joke of me, but it is my own self.
As the saying goes:
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me.
It's a war within, one I'm scared to lose. I just hope I'm not making any wrong decision because the consequence of that would turn me bitter.
I hope he doesn't hurt me again. I was scared of being hurt initially, now I'm just ti
