Nikolai turned to me. I turned my face to him. I was stunned when he unexpectedly wiped away my tears. "You look better when you smile than when you cry!" And his hand stocked in my face. His finger frequently dabbed the tears that were still dripping from my eyes. "Are you not hysterical at me?" I forcefully asked. "Why would I be hysterical?" Nikolai also begged. "Because I have not been honest with TvN8 Station regarding my child. Then people are angry with me because I told an untruth. Love Hotline's ratings will drop down with the headline about me. What will I do? It is all my fault! And I am sorry if I damaged your company." I said continuously. I stopped because Nikolai held my hand. "I admire you! Yes! I admire you, even more, when you say you raised your child

