"And no man will persevere with a child like me.
My mother used to say, I will know I love the person when I am electrified by his kiss. Not literally the electricity.
Is that how my whole body will feel with voltage. Up to the very end.
That very first kiss would be metaphysical. A magical kiss!
You? Have you ever felt that voltage? Or every time you kiss different women, you are electrified?" I unexpectedly asked him.
"So, you are relying on what your mom told you.
The so-called "electricity of the first kiss". Do you want to feel that voltage?" Nikolai gazed at me.
"Perhaps every woman wants to feel such an exceptional moment." And I can even imagine someone kissing me.
Nikolai abruptly locked me in his arms. He focused his hand on the wall I was leaning against.
He cl
