Nurse May accompanied me to go back to the condominium unit. This occurrence was an eye-opener for me. I need to take care of myself for one life is relying on me now. "I am going to sleep here tonight." Said Nurse May. "I can be alone here, Nurse May! Promise, I will take care of myself." I said with a smile. "Even if you can, you better be with me. Ella cannot sleep here because she is occupied with work." Nurse May explained again. "All right! Stay with me tonight." I consented. I was just pretending I could do things independently. During this time, I need more companions. And my baby needs us now. I need to be optimistic for her to be delighted too. I am a worthless person if I will just let this little cutie inside my tummy suffer. Just a few months and she will see

