I Wish

The Library

She was going to the shelf where we kept our books. The shelf was kept in the left corner of the class. She was searching for some books I guess. I thought of calling her name, "Sreyaaa".But the voice did not come out as my mind knows she would only give a deaf ear. I just forgot. Guys, I am Aadi. I am a class 10th student. I am a student of Pathmagiri Model School. Today is our last day at school as we have board exams next month.

I was talking about Sreya. I don't know why but I love her. I know her since my kindergarten. She was very cute. I don't even remember, how many years I love her. Today is Feb 20th, 2014. I was alright till 20th December 2013. Everything was going smooth till 21st Dec 2013 ,but from the very next day, she started avoiding me. The one who talked to me the whole day without stopping started to think that I am dead I persume. After taking some books from the shelf she walked to her chair. Generally, I am a quiet person around everyone. And I was thinking about what could I do to be in touch with her while the study leaves and during the summer vacation after the exams. Then I remembered having a mobile phone myself, it had her numbers. My mobile was broken and I didn't think about giving it to the workshop as I was lazy. Now the time had come to repair it. But even if I repair it, what if she avoids messages, what if she blocks me. I don't understand what was in my head.

Suddenly Sachin made a push on my shoulder.

'Hei man why are you looking so tensed?".

"It's nothing",

I replied. I replied nothing but it was like having a volcano bursting inside my mind. I just made up my mind, everything will be fine don't be so panic kicked. She was in her seat by this time. I said to myself " Today I will confess to you, Sreya. No matter what happened".The bell rang and I came back to my senses. The time passed teachers were entering their respective classes, but I was too busy planning how to approach Sreya. Our first period was maths that day, Miss Revathy our maths teacher entered our class. As for everyone's surprise, she wasn't having her huge Maths Guide. She said to us that as it was the last day, she didn't want to teach us. It was good for me as I can think. She was saying the experience of her students whom she taught earlier. But my mind was somewhere else. The second period was English and Ravi sir was also Talking like Revathy miss. I don't even remember what they said because I was not listening to them.

As I was thinking the bell rang. Now it's our first break. Usually, everyone would have some work to do. As it was our last day everyone was free. Some were off to the toilet with their group, some were busy collecting autographs. I was sitting simply as I don't know what to do. Suddenly I noticed Sreya was heading somewhere alone. As I was sitting simply I thought of going behind her, what if I get a chance to confess? So I went behind her.

She was heading towards the library. As for me, the library was my favorite place in the school as I can sit there alone without anyone's interference. As I get to the library's door I realized that the Librarian was busy with her computer and there was no one except me and Sreya.