Ayla
Was that not what I wanted, for him to finally leave me alone?
Then why was I so hurt by what he said to me earlier? “You want space so bad and so I will give it to you” that was what he said to me and I felt hurt and abandoned like he was giving up on me, giving up on us.
“That is because you actually don’t want any space Ayla” Valkyrie said in my mind and I really wanted to disagree with her but the more I thought about it, the more that I was not able to do that.
If I was going to be really truthful to myself, I did not want him to give me space I wanted him to crowd more, make me feel so suffocated by his presence that it felt like I was going to pass out and even then I did not want me to leave me alone.
I wanted to be drunk on him… but if that is how I really felt, why did
