At first, I was a little conflicted about whether I should go and find Maria and Tori. I didn't want them to see my bruised face or bruised ego. I didn't want to have to explain anything, so I sat re-reading the messages I'd missed: Maya: I don't feel great, I think I'm going to get an early night. Tori: Morning ladies - @Maya, you feeling better? Tori: Anyone up for a morning run? Maria: Morning babes! You know I can't keep up now your wolf is here!! Last time I was sweating from areas I didn't know sweat. Tori: Emery, you won't let me down will you! Maria: Guys, this is big! I've just been to class and Maya wasn't in. The teacher pulled me to one side to let me know she's ascending and been taken to the ward. Tori: WHAT. Meet me there. Tori: Emery, where are you? I replied to th

