I needed this.
To feel normal again.
The servants had set up a projector in one of the guest houses. There were cushions and blankets all over the floor where we could lounge and enjoy whatever movie we agreed on. Of course, I couldn't even get down to the floor, so I was laying back on the couch. My head rested in Rowan's lap as he played with a few of my curls.
I was laying on my side in probably the only remotely comfortable position I could be in. If I laid directly on my back, my belly crushed me. If I laid on my other side, my back ached, and I got a random leg cramp.
Is this what my mother went through with me? If so, then I owe that woman an apology. If she ever decided to talk to me again.
Jessica was laying across the floor, leaning against the crook of James's arm. It lo
