Bitter Ending Book I

Episode 3: Letting Go

Athea woke up early, she didn't stand up and just continue to stare at the ceiling.

"I just suffer if I continue to think about it." Athea look around her room there's a lot of things she keep when they are still together.

Athea slowly sit up and move since it's Saturday she slowly clean the things he left and the things he gave. She pick all the gifts and put it in a box. While packing the stuff Athea can't help but cry again.

"It's hard but I need to let go and move on," Athea whispered silently with tears in her eyes and she just continue to pack the things.

When she finished she sees her table with the picture frame and she walk towards it and pick the picture. She slowly put it on the box she prepared.

"Thea, come out let's eat lunch," Athea's Grandma asked her as she knocks on her door.

"Coming Grandma..." Athea finishes everything and went out. Her Grandmother saw her room with boxes.

"Athea, what's with the boxes?" asked her Grandma.

"It's nothing Grandma, just some things I don't need." Athea smiled.

After lunch Athea put the boxes on the corner of her room and just leave it there to gather dust. While sitting Athea open her phone and starts to read some novel to pass time when Tracy called her.

"Thea wanna go shopping with me?," Tracy asked.

"Sure, I don't have anything to do anyway," she answered.

"Great I come pick you up then," Tracy told her before she hang up the the call.

Athea went to take a shower and pick some of her clothes. When she finished she walked and told her Grandmother that she's going out.

When she walks out of her house she saw Tracy just arrived so the two walk to the bus stop together.

After some time the two arrived at the mall and they went to the clothes store.

They try the clothes they want but Tracy end up buying some of them. The two continue walking inside the mall.

"Tracy I need to buy some new notebooks and also some art supplies," said Athea.

Tracy nods and they went to the bookstore to buy things and after picking up the things she needed Athea's attention went into a novel.

The novel she sees is one of her favourite so she pick it too. After paying the two decided to go buy some 'Milk Tea' and look for an available sits, when the found it they walk towards it and sit.

The day ends and it's time for them to went home. While walking to find a bus the two talks slowly.

"How are you now thea?" asked Tracy

"I'm doing fine I guess. It's still hard to move on I just slowly pack the things he gave, so it can help me forget about him," Athea said with a sad smiled and pain still evident on her eyes.

"It's still too early so take your time in moving on thea," Tracy said with a smiled and sees the bus. "Oh the bus is here let's go."

When Athea reach home she went to her room immediately and unpacked the things she brought.

Athea's attention was move to the novel she brought so she pick it up and open it and she slowly read the book until she focuses on it and forgot that she needs to do her homework until her Grandma called her to eat dinner.

After dinner she went back to her room and do her assignments and after doing it she slowly began to think about herself.

"I already give everything to him and now I was left broken." Athea look at herself in her mirror and after looking at herself she picked up her sketch pad to sketch.

"I need to learn how to love myself." She slowly sketch. She slowly draw a scenery in her imagination and slowly forgot everything since her focus is on her sketch.

Many days passed and it's been a month since her break-up and she still find it hard to move forward. While athena is sketching a new drawing Athea's phone rings and when she look at it she sees her best friend name sending her a text, telling that there is no class on Monday.

Since she was distracted already she decided to open up her f*******: account and look if she can find anything interesting in it. Once she open her account she sees her profile picture together with her ex-boyfriend so she immediately change her profile picture, change her relationship status and deleted all the pictures she had with him. She is starting a new.

For her, Letting go of her feelings means one step for her to move on. When she is done with it she slowly look for new Friends in sss and if she found any interesting profile and if she found the person account interesting she added it. She just keep on adding and adding new friends till she get tired of it.

The next day Athea wake up early and help her grandparents cleaning the house and help with the household chores. When she is done she's going out to have a walk in the park since it is still early.

While walking she found a sit under a big tree with chair under it so she walks and sit into it as she log in her f*******: account. Some people accepted her request while some didn't.

Athea is shy to chat first so she just keep on strolling until her ex's profile came out with another girl. She stare at it with tears gathering on her eyes but she decided to hold it in. Unexpectedly a phone notification pop up saying someone accepted her friend request when she look up the account who accepted her friend request she sees its name.

"Shiro Hikigaya? A Japanese?" Athea questions herself she found him interesting at first and she doesn't know but before she started to stalk him some of the picture she sees are in cosplay. She find it cute so she started to chat him.

'Hi, thank you for accepting my friend request.' Athea send the message hesitantly, because what if this person will just ignored her. She let out a sigh and going to close when a reply came.

'Hello, and no problem' Shiro replied.