Now mind you friend reader, its not like I am immune to this stuff. Few things. Was trying to get Jerry to realize he was f*****g up in respect to mindset. It was my fault he was standing by a tree jerking off barely able to walk. I was TRYING to be "The new me" a more tolerant sorta fella. Having Cynthia truly learn and understand that all these men were not pigs but instead that she has a gift given her that drives men towards her and its not her fault. Be who she is per se. That I understand it as I was drawn to her via that gift as well. Now, what I expected her to do was help him jerk off. That's what I MEANT by "go ahead." Instead she went over her shirt and bra came of her in one fluid motion and she knelt down in front of him and before I even knew if I should react she was

