Please,” I whispered to no one and nothing in particular. “Let this be a step forward, not a stumble into a pit.” No one answered. I shut the window against the cold and my own useless plea. Sleep, when it came, was shallow and strange. I dreamed of letters with teeth, of paper cutting my fingers open, of blood dripping through the hollow of a tree and painting the border red. When I jerked awake sometime later, heart pounding, the room was dark save for the dying glow of the banked hearth. I sat up slowly, rubbing my eyes. A sound floated up from outside. Not the usual nighttime noises—owl calls, distant howls from patrols. This was closer. A low voice, speaking words I couldn’t make out. Curiosity tugged. I slid out of bed and padded to the window, pushing the curtain aside j

