To love the Bloody Beast

Living in the Hell

James point of view..

- So you are the reason why Red is so messed up? - I bowed my head down, didn’t know what to say, but Fabian known. - How dare you to come to our home, to Red’s home, as if you didn’t do anything?

- I didn’t knew that your Alpha is my mate. - I said very quietly still looking to the floor. - I tried to look for her when understood what a huge mistake I did but couldn’t find her anywhere as I knew so little about her. I was stupid back then, and since that moment I lived in hell.

- What do you mean hell?

- Since then my wolf wouldn’t connect with me, all what was left from him was wincing for his mate and blaming that I am at fault for her absence. I couldn’t even shift since that day and my senses became quite dull compared to before.

- You think that's hell? Have you taught how your dear mate was living these couple years? She had to suppress her own second half, her wolf that went mad because of her mate. Red always there careful not to let Flame out as she knew what happens then she gets free.

- What do you mean? - I asked as I didn’t knew their stories.

- Do you want to know how this pack started and became so strong? Now because of you we have three days for you to understand your situation and decide what to do. Come we need to go underground if you want to survive, and call your pack now. - Fabian said and moved through the door and all the way to the basement.

There were two doors to the underground. We went through the ones on the right. Inside there prepared a lot of bedrooms, few kitchens and everything else that was needed to survive for a vile. Everything Was simple but cozy. I sow people which I so before on the streets of village. Kids was still playing or helping grown ups. men were preparing rooms as the women was getting ready for the dinner. no one was worried as if it was normal for them to come here. Fabian noticed my shocked look.

- That's not the first time that a Bloody Beast got out of control. it’s third time as I know and second that happened since this pack was created. Do you know about disappearance of Crescent lake Pack? that was the last time our Alpha lost control of her wolf. Their Alpha asked for a chance as a date to Red, as she declined he tried to mark her by force. He was first to die. And all the wolves who tried to help him or save him was buried in the same place. It was a big pack. We had to bury about fifty wolf. She killed them all alone and disappeared in the woods for two more days. She came back already in her human form all covered in dirt and blood. Her whole body was full of healing scars and open new wounds.

- She apologised to the survivors and allowed them to join our pack. The ones who didn’t want to join was free to go their own ways. But they had to swear to never tell who is the Bloody beast. And again we moved on as a pack got bigger and bigger. Our Alpha never turned away anyone who seeked for help or place to stay. She herself lives in pain as she cuts herself and injects wolfsbane everyday to suppress her wolf spirit which went insane after her mate rejection. And still despite the fact she tries her best to keep everyone happy and safe inside the packs of hers.

“it's your fault that mate is suffering. it’s all your fault.” - Arrow was growling in my head. I knew he would rip my own throat if he could.

- So my dear alpha's boy, do you still think your life was a hell?

- Time to eat!!! - Shouted female voice. - Fabian leave the guy alone, he knows his mistake. If not Red, you probably would end up in the same situation.

- You are lucky that Alicia is on your side. - Growled Beta. - we will talk further after dinner.

Beta tugged and we bouth went to a huge long table, where already grouped all kind of people and we sat to eat.