Everything in our lives had a contradictory side. Sometimes, curiosity got the better of us and we attempted to examine both sides. The vast majority of the time, that didn't turn out too well. Ergo, somethings were better left untested because they just weren't meant to be.
I was always a nerd--physically and mentally. Sure, at times I hadn't come around to accepting that. Thus, why I wanted to change and become a jock. I wanted people to like me; even if it meant me hating myself. However, that was wrong of me--now that I thought about it. I was meant to be a nerd and the jock life wasn't something I had to understand... I had to come around to accepting myself the way I was.
Caden had learned that long before. He didn't like the idea of seeing me go through the same
