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Elon
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I get next door and ring the doorbell, but no one answers. I notice Allira’s car is not in front, so I take out my phone and call her. She replies, and I ask her where she went, and she says she went to drop off her mom and is now on her way to her friend’s house. She asks if I need her for something, and I tell her no. I was checking up on her. I don't stay long on the phone since she’s driving. I tell her I’ll see her later. After that, I return home and decide to give it another go with Mati. My heart is broken, watching my child struggle with pain like this. Linda told me she’s scared I’m going to leave them, but I would never do that. I tried to assure her, but she looks away when I enter her room. I don’t know what to do. It's killing me to see her in so muc
