Chapter 49 ‘ELLEN, I REALLY DON’T know what to make of all this, I feel lost. What does it all mean?’ pleaded Leonard from the psychiatrist’s couch. ‘Well, Leonard, this is certainly a great deal of information to process. You’ve just discovered something incredibly significant about yourself, along with a physical explanation for the mental and emotional challenges you’ve faced for most of your life,’ replied Ellen. ‘But how do I not remember the surgery? How can I not know what happened to me? Why didn’t my mother tell me any of this?’ wailed Leonard, the pitch of his voice rising with every question as the frustration and anger built up inside him. ‘Calm down Leonard, it’s only natural that you feel conflicted about this and will have questions. We just need to work through them tog

